main tha tanha akela....

this is ma feeling...which i generally feel due to ma xperiences.......




aaye the aankhon me liye kuch sapne,
dil me liye kuch nayi umeedein,
man me tha umang bhara,
par fir bhi tha main tanha akela;

shuru hui jaan pehchan,
chehare bane kuch jaane anjaane,
ban rahe the kuch naye rishte,
par fir bhi tha main tanha akela;

kah rahe the kuch purani baatein,
wo nahi bhulayi jane wali yadein,
sanjo rahe the kuch naye vadein,
par fir bhi tha main tanha akela;

bant rahe the kuch gam hamare,
to kahi loot rahi thi hum par khushiyan,
hone laga tha dil ka bojh halka,
aur ab nahi tha main tanha akela;

par beetane lage the wo din,
mujhse ruth gaya tha sanjh mera,
chhut rahe the log apne,
aur fir ho raha tha main tanha akela;

kuradne lage the purane jhakhm,
uthne lagi thi purani kasak,
ab samajh me aane laga tha,
ki ab fir se hun main tanha akela...........